yesterday

yesterday was a sad day. I was so depresed, my mom went to her brother inlaws and saw my ex (the man i am still in love with) how pathetic dont you think? its been 4 months since ive talked to him imean ive seen him i just cant talk to him he has so much power over me he just dosnt know it. well anyways my mom saw him with his new girl and her too kids. They've been seeing each other for 1 month now and shes allready living with him. iregret telling him i didnt want to move in with him i feel our break up was my fault but he never told me it was over he just stoped calling and comming, i cried for two months and blamed myself i just wanted a reason and know i know he told me he left me because i made him change what a lame reason huh . i ask myself everyday why do guys say they love you, they want you, they cant live without you, but then one day they JUST CHANGE why do they do that? guys suck well maybe it wasnt ment to be.